devastatingly good.
As our plans continue to move forward, our excitement builds. Our plane tickets are being locked in. Our water filter and electrical transformers are on the way. Our stuff will soon ship to Africa (okay, not as excited about that one... lots of work!).
But spending the past weekend with Charity's family and the church in Grundy county helps us to realize the gravity of our decisions. Now, I am not complaining... we are getting to live out our greatest desires... but with some dire family consequences. Charity's grandparents are aging, and their health has declined markedly over the past year. Elijah will not enjoy the close bond with his Nana and Papa, or his grandparents, that Josiah has enjoyed. And Josiah will not understand why he will not be able to see some of the people he loves most for close to three years. He will eventually get distracted. Family here, however, will not be so easily distracted.
We have the easy part. We get to see firsthand the significance of our work and efforts, which diminishes any sense of sacrifice involved. But those who remain behind have little to counter their sacrifice. The call pays a heavy price, and the burden is not always evenly shared.
We stand on the shoulders of giants, giants who reluctantly bless us to go while they secretly desire for us to stay. What reward is there for them?
perhaps we should reword Matthew 19:29; surely there is blessing for those who do not abandon children for the gospel, but rather bless them to "abandon" them.
As our plans continue to move forward, our excitement builds. Our plane tickets are being locked in. Our water filter and electrical transformers are on the way. Our stuff will soon ship to Africa (okay, not as excited about that one... lots of work!).
But spending the past weekend with Charity's family and the church in Grundy county helps us to realize the gravity of our decisions. Now, I am not complaining... we are getting to live out our greatest desires... but with some dire family consequences. Charity's grandparents are aging, and their health has declined markedly over the past year. Elijah will not enjoy the close bond with his Nana and Papa, or his grandparents, that Josiah has enjoyed. And Josiah will not understand why he will not be able to see some of the people he loves most for close to three years. He will eventually get distracted. Family here, however, will not be so easily distracted.
We have the easy part. We get to see firsthand the significance of our work and efforts, which diminishes any sense of sacrifice involved. But those who remain behind have little to counter their sacrifice. The call pays a heavy price, and the burden is not always evenly shared.
We stand on the shoulders of giants, giants who reluctantly bless us to go while they secretly desire for us to stay. What reward is there for them?
perhaps we should reword Matthew 19:29; surely there is blessing for those who do not abandon children for the gospel, but rather bless them to "abandon" them.